Holding On…
Saturday, December 22, 2007 in Daisy's Thoughts by Daisy Share 
All of a sudden, I feel really uncomfortable…. But why would I and why should I have this feeling?
These past months have been a test for both Hupps and I, and Im glad we have each other. However, I can not say much about some people….
Maybe it’s my way of thinking? Maybe I treat friendship and loyalty differently? Maybe I’m being sensitive? Regardless of the questions, one thing is for sure – I feel uncomfortable! And why would I want to put myself in that position?
I accept the fact that as people grow, they will have different interests and different opinions. You can’t be expected to be in contact every day – as our lives today are so hectic! But what I do expect in friends are loyalty and to know that if I ever had a problem or were happy/unhappy – they would laugh/cry with me and support me all the way… I detest gossip, back stabbing and plain falseness….
Some friends have disappointed me… and the fact that I can’t tell them how I feel has already given me the answer…. I treasure EACH friendship, but “holding on” to some are not going to hide the fact that there is already a “crack”! Once a vase is broken and you try to glue it back together – it will never be the same…
Shame things happen the way it does as God always sends things to test us…. but at least now I know who are the ones I can really rely on….