Do I love you more? Or do I love YOU more?…

What a hard choice to make…. both have qualities and both have its bad points…

I am torn between the two – however, I need to make a choice – for myself and for my future…

My loves are salmon and the other irresistably delicious and sexy chocolate (whether it be in the form of a cake, bar, sweet, drink, dessert)!!!… However, I have sinned and have sneekly tucked into some chocs… For those who know me, I am allergic to cow’s milk and egg – I itch and end up having rashes (which have this time round, appeared with avengence and have not subsided!) Although I keep promising myself I will not eat it – I just simply cant resist…

How can I when someone is slowing enjoying a hot double chocolate fudge cake – right opposite you, or next to you, or on tv, or when you pass by a random shop! It’s not just the cake – its also its family members – the choc bar, the choc drink, the choc ice-cream!!!! Urghghghgh!!!

Well, I’ve been suffering this rash for awhile now and have not eaten any chocolate for about 2 weeks – so after going thru the cold turkey session, I am quite determined. Oh, let me clarify – its not actually the chocolate’s fault – its the milk inside that’s the culprit! So – I should rephrase and say “no more milk chocolate products!”

I sometimes resort to eating dark chocolate when Im really desparate – but for those who have tried it – its SO not the same… the bitterness puts you right off!

So today, I am declaring my love for salmon to be more than choc products (milk chocolate, that is)… Hopefully, one day – someone can make up a recipe for milk-free and egg-free cakes, biscuits, choc, snacks – which are readily available on the shelf to buy and in lots of varieties! Cos currently, the range sucks!!!

Hey, I shouldnt complain cos atleast – Im eating healthily and cutting out the bad foods (cakes, biscuits etc)!